I am so screwed!

I find myself in a terrible position. You have heard me whine so many times before that I am home sick and want to move back to New Mexico, and I do. I was raised in the Land of Enchantment and dearly love the area, the people the traditions...I love it all.

The small town I grew up in is and always will be the thread that runs through my lifetime tapestry. Without it I would come unraveled.


I still have my family back there and my friends. Both groups are so important to me. Not an hour goes by that my love and thoughts aren't back there with them. I miss them so much and long for their company.

My family left to right (Michelle and Joel, my nephew. Me holding their baby Levi, My sister Vicki and her husband Harold and my sister LaVonne).

And I have my friends who mean just as much to me as family.

Me, David, Tommy, Beak, Shirley and JoAnn

But I left home and moved to Missouri and now I have family (Dana's) ...

(Dana and the grand kids left to right- back row: Tyler, Dana and Dylan. Front row L-R: Jayce and Zach)

...and friends up here that mean the world to me also.
(Left to right: Tammy, me and my best friend Jody)


(The greatest group of people in the world - the "Club under the Club" ha ha! Left to right: Melissa, Terrie, Lyndia, me and Christy. Behind us is Leonard, JR and Dido - Not pictured but very much loved is Alan and Dana)

So as you can see...I am totally screwed. No matter where I go I will be missing people I love. I want to go home because I'm homesick but I can't stand the thought of not seeing these people up here in Missouri .... totally screwed.....